First Day of Pre-K

It's hard to believe time has flown so fast that my little baby is now in pre-school. I've waited for this day for so long because I was so excited for him to meet new friends and learn new things - an adventure on his own so to speak. But taking him to school, I felt so horribly sad. I'm not sure why. Perhaps its the end of my term as a stay-at-home Mom? Or could it be that I was just going to miss him so much? He has been my one and only companion throughout my day for the last four years... Selfishly, I wish that both my kids can be babies forever - but I know it's wishful thinking. The act of letting go is something I have never been good at. It's no different now. Goodluck Joey, I know you're going to do well. I love you. 

Ready for Pre-K

Time flew so fast. I feel sad and excited at the same time. Joey will be going to pre-k in a few weeks and I am terrified. I remember that feeling when Jordan started school. I was filled with anxiety and I was a wreck. LOL. I hope he does well. I hope he loves it just as much as his brother did. My little man is a big boy now :(

LOL Sabrina!

Summer...summer....summer....

It makes me happy seeing these kids every day. You can't tell by the way they all smile that each of them have broken hearts, one form or another. It's sad really when you think about it, how they are so young yet they try to handle the world's problems on their shoulders. We as parents have to try super hard to assure that their lives are better than ours. Our mistakes as parents shouldn't be costing our children. 

It's hard for me to imagine that at one point, they were all little babies. Jordan especially. He has gotten so big so fast, it makes me sad some days. And some days, I am just extremely happy that he didnt turn out to be a bad child. He is your typical teenager - forgetful, mouthy, likes to sleep. But all in all he is a great kid. My one regret is that his father isnt a part of his life. It was his Dad's choice. He will be sorry one day. He won't have the opportunity to get to know the one thing we did right in our marriage. I'm lucky. I'm a very lucky girl that I have two precious children. 

TYPICAL DAY WITH JOEY

 So recently he found a new love with paper towels. Yes paper towels. And this is what he does to them. LOL

 We have adopted a new "pet" for the house. Brittany is moving and didn't want the Minion to go in storage, so we are taking care of him for a while. 

Game Face?